lost in the jungle. fuck myself.

i'm totally a jerk. never have myself a 'clear' or 'fixed' decision or selection.
sometimes many choices come to me and i just don't know which one to choose, and now what... i have my choice/selection already but i don't kinda likey afterward (wtf? i chose it because of my want and now i don't kinda like it, fuck myself man).
I had a fixed 'selection' before but the 'selection' chose to leave me so i got no choice but be freeman again.

Have 2 'selections' in a same time? fuck man. that's fucked up. unfair. i don't want to hurt anyone of them man. i really love them all. god damn it.

"Being as Friend is better than GirlFriend,at least the 'connection' between us lasts forever as i wish it would never be stopped"

Rather choose to be closest friend or best friend than in relationship with them, at least none of us will get hurt and we are 'forever'.

Certificate of Blog's birth.

errr....
hmm...
(nervous...thinking of what to read)
So...this is what the bloggers said 'Blogging', okay. I got the feeling of blogging now.